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Clint Barton ([personal profile] agent_cupid) wrote in [community profile] marvelbox2012-01-09 10:31 pm

Flashback: Bucky's Rescue

Clint hated hospital rooms. Even ones that weren’t meant to look like a hospital room. They still had that same sterile, cold feel about them, the kind of atmosphere that just gave him the creeps. Then again, he’d landed himself in enough hospital beds over the years to justify his dislike of the place.

Fortunately for him, this wasn’t one of those times. No, he was here purely for the poor bastard lying all too still in the bed beside his chair. The man was scarred and scruffy and looked pale in the fluorescent lighting overhead. A single sheet covered his body, wrapped up in a standard-issue hospital gown. The one that let you moon the entire world when you got up if you weren’t careful. The man was hooked up to half a dozen machines clustered around the head of the bed, monitoring everything from heartbeat to temperature to the acidity of the man’s piss, for all Clint knew. The scientists had gone a little nuts when he and Natasha had brought this one in. Some high security top secret trade with Russia that Clint still didn’t understand, but it had made Tasha go tight-lipped and cold with some reaction he hadn’t been able to pester out of her yet. She knew more than she was telling, but that was typical with his partner. Tasha always kept a lot of secrets.

Still, all Clint knew about the guy he was here babysitting was that the order to retrieve him had come from the top, straight down from Nick Fury himself and when they’d shown up at the exchange location, the Russian diplomat had rolled out this giant test-tube thing with a body inside and Clint had been certain that they were getting duped out of whoever this Winter Soldier was supposed to be. Only Natasha hadn’t seemed at all surprised and went on as if everything was business as usual, so he’d followed along after her, which was normally what he was good at. He was an enforcer, the sharpshooter. He left all the political wrangling and espionage in Tasha’s very capable hands and everything usually went smoothly.

Until, of course, they got back to headquarters and Tasha got called to Fury’s office for briefing while he got sent here to babysit a corpse. Or something. He had no idea what was with the body they’d retrieve, other than the guy’s birthdate on his chart – which Clint had read in a fit of sheer boredom – made him almost as old as his grandfather. Which made no sense, since the guy looked barely older than Clint himself. Impressive genes there.

Of course, there was only so much one could do while sitting in an empty hospital room with beeping monitors and a guy that might as well be dead. The chart had been a quick read. The tiny tiles in the ceiling had taken him all of ten minutes to count. Then his imagination had started kicking in to help with the fidgety boredom and he started picturing all the things that could go terribly wrong in this situation.

Like Clint sneezing and the guy suddenly crumbling into mummy dust. Or the dude was a vampire and Clint would end up dinner at sundown. Not that Clint would mind a vampire, exactly, but if he was gonna get sucked on, he much preferred it to be a hot chick with better curves and considerably less stubble. Or… no, he was stopping there, because one of the monitors gave an alarming sort of beep that was not at all usual and Clint found himself sitting straight up in his chair with a concerned look, eying the safety restraints on the man’s arms and ankles skeptically just in case.
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[personal profile] soldier_on 2012-01-10 04:13 am (UTC)(link)
Bucky woke slowly, head pounding, and groaned softly at the steady beeping nearby and the bright light against the back of his eyelids, which was just downright indecent. Otherwise, he had no real complaints. He was warm, and kinda comfortable, which was more luxury than he'd dared to dream of after sleeping in cold foxholes for what felt like half his life.

Then he tried to shift his arms, and that was a mistake. The beeping came faster, and all his training flew out the window. What he hadn't told Steve, ever, was that he'd seen some of the operating rooms in those Hydra bases they'd knocked down, what they did to people - what they'd nearly done to him. And this - where was he? He remembered a train, and Steve, and falling...

Bucky's eyes flew open and he jerked against the restraints, obviously panicked. He was dead. He should be dead. Except you had to be alive to feel pain, and the guy beside him wasn't exactly his ideal image of an angel. Little too muscular. And male. But he wasn't exactly leering and sharpening any cutting tools, either.

Everything in the room was unfamiliar, but it was clean and not particularly threatening. Bucky took it all in wide-eyed, slowly sinking back into the bed. When he tried to make his voice work, it was hoarse from disuse. "Wh... Where am I?"
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[personal profile] soldier_on 2012-01-10 05:11 am (UTC)(link)
"New York?" He repeated, as if he couldn't quite believe it. A part of him knew the man could be lying, but he didn't think so. There wasn't any need for it since he didn't exactly have the upper hand here.

...Which meant he was stateside again, and he let the relief of that wash over him, his shoulders relaxing against the pillows. The beeping decreased a little. That was gonna get annoying.

"Sorry. I thought I was dead for sure back there." He gave the man a crooked smile. "So you're not a doctor or an angel or anything like that - did you save me?" Bucky murmured, brow furrowing a little. "I don't mean to be ungrateful; I usually remember that kinda thing."

The guy was right about one thing: none of this was making any sense, and the pounding in his head wasn't really making it easier.
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[personal profile] soldier_on 2012-01-10 04:30 pm (UTC)(link)
Bucky nodded solemnly, trying to take all this in stride. He took a slower glance around the room. This was a pretty high-tech place for a soldier, he could tell that much. He hadn't seen anything like it even in the Hydra bases, but it was nice to think their own boys were ahead of the game, at least at home.

He didn't feel too different when he shifted a little more carefully. He was stiff, like he'd been sleeping too long, and he had a few old aches but he was pretty sure his skin hadn't peeled away or anything. He had to wonder what the Russians could have possibly wanted with him, and for how long if it was them who'd gone through the trouble of catching him.

He turned back to Clint. He'd called himself an agent, but he was definitely a fighter too, more obviously than Peggy had been.

"Private James Barnes of the 107th." He replied automatically. He started raising his hand too, but the restraints jerked against them and he lowered his arm. "My friends call me Bucky. Don't suppose you could get these things off me?"

He shook his head. "I'm not going anywhere without pants, and I'll take any answers you've got to give me right now. I've never seen anything like this. Any of this." He admitted. "What's the date? I can take a guess at how long it's been. Maybe Steve'll have a better idea."
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[personal profile] soldier_on 2012-01-11 07:06 am (UTC)(link)
Bucky followed his gaze. He wasn't exactly in top form, but the restraints weren't so tight that he couldn't have slipped them and made a break for it if he really thought he was in trouble. Right now, he was mostly interested in talking to the guy who was offering him answers. He'd just prefer to do it without the handcuffs.

Once Clint freed his arms, he sat up enough to undo the leg restraints himself. He was woozy enough that he didn't think he'd try standing right away, but he could manage a few buckles just fine. Once he finished, he looked up at Clint, caught somewhere between amusement and a vague sort of dread in the pit of his stomach. "Come on, Clint, really. I'll never live it down if they won the war while I was napping in Russia."
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[personal profile] soldier_on 2012-01-13 05:06 pm (UTC)(link)
For a couple of seconds Bucky hoped that Clint was just drawing out the joke a little too long - and he thought he could take a joke pretty well, even the ones that weren't so funny. He was a laid-back sort of guy, normally.

Only Clint wasn't kidding. He was honest to god confused, so unless he'd been living in the Middle East for the last few years...

"That's not possible." He replied slowly. Coming from someone who'd lived through the start of the second world war and everything that had come after, he thought he had a pretty broad idea of what was possible. He grabbed Clint's arm, partially to make certain that they were both entirely serious, and partially to steady himself. If he didn't feel like he'd just had all the wind sucked out of his lungs he might have pulled him down and shook him until he started making more sense. "Clint, it's 1942. That's... it hasn't been seventy years."
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[personal profile] soldier_on 2012-01-14 12:24 am (UTC)(link)
It took conscious effort to remember that breathing wasn't an optional sort of thing. It was 2010. How could it be 2010? At least Clint looked as surprised as he felt.

You're a soldier, Barnes, not a schoolgirl. Come on. They'd probably just asked Clint to stay until he woke up, and if he didn't even have clearance to mention the date... Well, Bucky knew how that kind of organization worked and didn't want to get him in trouble for trying to help out a total stranger.

"No it's - it's alright." He belatedly remembered to release Clint's arm, and raked his fingers through his hair. (At least he didn't think he had 70 years worth of dandruff.) "Listen, I won't tell them what you said, if that'll keep you out of trouble. I appreciate you telling me what you know about the truth."

Well, he did while he stridently refused to think about what it meant, anyway. "Who do I have to talk to about the rest of those answers?"
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[personal profile] soldier_on 2012-01-15 12:58 am (UTC)(link)
Bucky gave him a half-smile. "You get those Looks a lot, huh?" Maybe he had a knack for meeting guys who were just decent enough that they couldn't stay out of trouble.

He shook his head. He'd sort of assumed that SHIELD was some advanced branch of the military he hadn't heard of yet, but with all the secrecy and what Clint was telling him, it sounded more like a bunch of spooks. Maybe it was both. "I'm just a soldier. I'm not really sure why I'd be top priority for anyone," He admitted. And Clint was right - now he just had more questions than he did answers.

"Except..." He paused, fingers curling slightly against the sheet. It was a long shot, and not even the question he should be asking, but he had to know. "You know anything about a guy named Steve Rogers? Captain America?"
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[personal profile] soldier_on 2012-01-17 05:02 pm (UTC)(link)
Bucky shook his head, the corner of his mouth twitching once like he wanted to laugh. Whoever Coulson was, he had Bucky's sympathies.

"And here I thought you were gonna say it was your charm," Bucky teased, because he had a feeling Coulson wasn't the only one Clint drove crazy on a regular basis. And maybe it would be enough to distract Clint from the rest of it, because honestly he didn't even know where to start.

He couldn't even guess why any of this was happening to him, of all people, except maybe some crazy coincidence. Seventy years took some time to sink in, and he was caught somewhere between feeling overwhelmed by just the hospital room and wanting to be just about anywhere else. Where, he didn't really know.

"That sounds like Steve," Bucky agreed. He nodded at the questions, but it seemed so strange to hear someone call it that war instead of just the War.

He hadn't really thought about it at the time, but he supposed knocking down every Hydra base in Europe wearing an american flag on your chest was bound to get a guy more than a few decorations. He hoped Steve had survived the war and lived an easy life, but that was wishful thinking at best. Knowing Steve, he'd stuck his neck out until the end.

"What happened to him? How'd the war end?" He braced himself for the answer, because he knew already that the rest of the Howling Commandos had to be gone by now and Bucky... well, he was a man out of time.
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[personal profile] soldier_on 2012-01-21 05:55 am (UTC)(link)
"Well that's just a crying shame." Bucky offered. It was a bit of a surprise how easy it was to talk to Clint when there wasn't much here in the way of familiarity. He drew his legs out of the way so Clint had some room to sit down.

He exhaled once, not quite a laugh, but there was something undeniably strange about hearing someone talk about Captain America like he was some kind of legend when he was... Steve. And he was gone. He'd taken out that Red Skull guy and saved half the country... they'd won the war. It left a kind of dull ache in his chest, not unlike a bullet. "Damnit, Steve."

His gaze was downcast for a moment more before he shut it all down, his face hollow and blank. He was a soldier. This wasn't the time for mourning. He needed to get out of here, get some air. The question was: did he take Clint with him, or knock him out and leave him for Coulson to find? It probably wouldn't endear him to SHIELD any, and they had his answers, so either way he was coming back here soon. But right now...

"All those years of skipping school teach you anything about getting out of hospitals? We'll leave a note for Coulson. Or you can stick around and explain, if you want."
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[personal profile] soldier_on 2012-01-28 12:31 am (UTC)(link)
One of the most secure buildings in the country. Jesus Christ. All he'd done was fall out of a train and wake up seventy years later, and it wasn't like he could even start to explain that to anyone.

"Definitely out," Bucky replied. "I'm not running anywhere. I need to know what's going on, and right now you guys are the only ones who can tell me anything about that but... I need to see..." He swallowed once. "I just need to be out for a while. Can you really do that?"
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[personal profile] soldier_on 2012-01-30 02:56 am (UTC)(link)
Apparently Clint was thinking it over, but if he was that important he doubted that SHIELD or whoever would trust just anyone to keep an eye on him while they decided what to do with him. He felt a flicker of anger at that, and something else - fear, he would admit, more instinctual than logical. He didn't have a clue what SHIELD wanted with him, and apparently he didn't get a say in what they did with him either.

But he felt like he could trust Clint, at least for this, though he couldn't really say why. It wasn't like he had a lot of other choices... and besides, the guy was sticking his neck out for him here. What did he have to lose?

He took Clint's hand and let him pull him to his feet, but it was a little too fast of a movement and he ended up gripping Clint's hand much tighter while he fought back a wave of vertigo. It wasn't as bad as when he'd woken up though. He'd managed through worse.

"You'd be surprised," Bucky returned automatically, releasing him as he steadied. "But. Yeah. Pants would be nice."
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[personal profile] soldier_on 2012-01-30 04:54 am (UTC)(link)
He glanced at the door after Clint left, but he turned away from it after a moment and ended up pacing the room, stretching the stiffness out of his limbs. The headache seemed to be easing up, and by the time Clint got back the dizziness was pretty much gone too.

"Thanks," He took the clothes from Clint and managed a grin before he shucked the hospital gown and started pulling on the borrowed uniform. "You're really not gonna get fired for all this?"
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[personal profile] soldier_on 2012-01-31 06:28 pm (UTC)(link)
Bucky didn't particularly care about privacy, but he appreciated the gesture all the same. It didn't take him long to get dressed - military trained that right out of him a long time ago - but his hands paused in motion halfway through buttoning the shirt and he glanced over at Clint.

"Doubt it's any consolation, but it's nothing personal. I'm just hoping you're the best liar I've ever met." His gaze dropped to his hands as he finished the last of the buttons. The hint of a smile that touched his lips didn't quite reach his eyes. "I'm not sure I could anyway."
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[personal profile] soldier_on 2012-02-05 03:05 am (UTC)(link)
Bucky followed Clint to the door, feeling marginally more put together now that he wasn't wearing the equivalent of a backless dress made of cheap tissue. It didn't make much sense to hope the man was lying, it was true, he just really wanted this to be some kind of crazy game or a bad dream he woke up from pretty soon.

As for looking like a soldier...

"I think I can manage that," He replied evenly. "You're really enjoying this, aren't you?" He wasn't sure if he should be worried about that.
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[personal profile] soldier_on 2012-02-05 09:55 pm (UTC)(link)
The noise hit him first, so loud that it almost drowned out Clint's complaints about security. He would have agreed, too, if he wasn't consciously fighting the urge to take a step back inside.

New York had grown in seventy years. He'd never thought of it as anything small or quiet. It was a big city full of broadway shows and back alley brawls and jazz clubs that poured music into the streets well into the night.

But this was... This was like walking into the Stark Expo and seeing all those big dreams change your world all at once. It was big and bright and loud - and it stank pretty bad, too. It was the future they'd all been fighting for, on paper.

But what he'd been fighting for all that time wasn't really this, if he was going to be honest. It was home. And it was Steve. The same thing, in more ways than one.

He knew Clint was still there. He should say something clever about the lack of flying cars and the way people drove these days, just brush it off. Instead, he took another slow step forward, and the most eloquent thing that came to mind was shit.
Edited 2012-02-05 21:57 (UTC)
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[personal profile] nick_fury 2012-02-05 10:33 pm (UTC)(link)
There were always variables to account for when arranging matters of national and global security. Most people had the luxury of glossing over that fact, because those were big things that fell outside of their individual day to day existences. Even someone who tried to think about it could just decide there were too many of those variables to count, and let it go into the same philosophical pit where people stored their concerns about the meaning of live and what would grow from the Chinese take out they left in the back corner of the fridge. But the Director of SHIELD didn't have any of this freedom. No, he was the one who put a number to every variable, right down to how much of America's budget got spent investigating the potential hazard of week old lo mien when a crazy scientist got creative with his gene splicer.

Needless to say, Nick Fury was a busy man. Far too busy to be pleased when the heart monitor on the latest addition to SHIELD's resources suddenly flat-lined mid-meeting. And wouldn't he know it, the man in question couldn't even do him the courtesy of being conveniently dead in his hospital bed where they could revive him. No, both the body and the bodyguard were just up and gone. Poof. Magicians everywhere would be jealous.

A mental review of the situation gave Fury an idea of just where to look for the missing pair of men, and enough confidence to take a leisurely elevator ride instead of the stairs. They were just more variables, like Clint's personal style for disobeying orders, and the shock any man had to feel after a seventy-year long nap. So right about the time Bucky was staring at the reality of the new century, Nick was giving orders for his men to hold off rushing Times Square in favor of making a less intrusive appearance for the sake of the general public.

"Decide to go for a Monday afternoon stroll, gentlemen?" Fury's held his hands together behind his back, the picture of easy confidence as he strolled not from the building they'd just escaped from, but across the street: one step ahead. One of those silent reminders Clint sometimes needed that while he could have his fun, business always came first. "The weather's good for it, though you'll probably get cold without a thicker coat."
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[personal profile] soldier_on 2012-02-06 01:26 am (UTC)(link)
Clint had asked to do all of the talking. It gave him a few seconds to tear his gaze away from the towers and screens.

He straightened up but stopped just short of mimicking Clint's posture. He almost had to remind himself that this man wasn't his superior in any way because the air of authority he carried was nearly tangible, and that was just the first thing Bucky noticed about him.

"You must be Fury." It was an educated guess. Unless a whole lot had changed about the future, he didn't think this was Natasha. "Clint did his job. He's a good man." He thought he probably owed Clint an apology when they weren't standing in front of his boss.

"I just had to see..." He started, but the explanation faltered, and he wasn't the one who owed them anyway. He looked up at Fury, his gaze sharp, but not hostile. "Why am I here?"
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[personal profile] nick_fury 2012-02-06 08:43 pm (UTC)(link)
Clint would just have to wonder at Fury's apparent omniscience a bit longer, although the Direct did favor Barton's statement of the obvious with a raised eyebrow. "So you decided introducing him to modern day New York was the best way to relieve that tension. Interesting approach."

The single eye stayed on Hawkeye a moment longer, before Fury turned his side to both men in favor of watching the cars pass by. "Although I'll give credit where it's due. You at least brought him out before rush hour." Clint was one of his most capable agents to be sure, but the last thing Nick needed was to explain to the World Security Council just how such a costly acquisition got crunched under a taxi trying to get some cranky lower level executive home three minutes faster. Fewer cars on the road did lessen the chance of it.

"No one is arguing that, Private Barnes. But I wouldn't be a very good Director if I let all my agents skirt their way around our directives." And Barton would have known the debriefing process waiting for Barnes, even if he couldn't label all the specifics. Throwing him into the middle of Times Square before the creases in his hospital sheets had faded? Not in the plan.

"You are here because some very important people decided you might appreciate waking up in the United States of America as opposed to what you knew as the Union of Soviet Socialist Republics." Among other reasons, but Fury would get to those. Unlike some, he saw the good in using baby steps from time to time.
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[personal profile] soldier_on 2012-02-07 04:48 am (UTC)(link)
There was a brief hesitation.

"For what it's worth, sir, I didn't leave him much of a choice," He admitted. Not that he really knew anything about Clint's capabilities either, but he would have lost, if they fought, regardless of who was still standing. There weren't a lot of reasons for Clint to help him out if he knew that, and in light of that he had to say something.

It was also the simplest thing to address because that nausea seemed to be coming back with a vengeance now, twisting a hard knot in the pit of his stomach.

"That's something to be grateful for," He replied slowly. "But it doesn't really explain why I'm not dead, because if you brought me here to find out... I don't have a clue. I fell out of a train car seventy years ago and woke up here." He realized belatedly that his voice had risen, his hands clenched tight at his sides. Keep it together, James. "With all due respect, sir, I'd like to know what the hell is going on."
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[personal profile] nick_fury 2012-02-08 10:53 pm (UTC)(link)
"Barnes, it's clear that Agent Barton has gotten on your good side. Do him a favor and stop trying to defend him." Because for all his best intentions, saying things like he managed to put Clint in an impossible situation only dug the hole deeper under Hawkeye's feet. Fury knew better than most how much Clint was capable of, and weak excuses weren't going to save him from disciplinary action down the line. If Hawkeye wanted to tow the line, then he could have--unless Fury was wrong about the man.

Good things usually didn't happen when Nick Fury was wrong about someone.

Clint could read the situation better, which was to be expected. He acknowledged the man's surrender with a slight nod. For all his rebellious traits (good and bad), the man usually knew when to relent. They could come back to the situation behind closed doors, after this mess was settled.

"I already know why you aren't dead. Part miracle, part military strategy. And I know why you woke up here." Fury took another step so he stood directly in front of Bucky, fixing his single eye on the soldier. Yet what started off as a stern expression faded, Fury's near-grimace relaxing instead into a grin. "The Russians found you after you fell and thought you might be useful down the line, so they put you on ice--literally. But the best ideas always need funding, and the branch in charge of you just didn't have it. So you and who knows what other projects all get left in cold storage due to an over-stretched budget. Lucky for you they kept up with the electric bill.

"Then times and politics changed, and some Russian bureaucrat in charge of cleaning out the closet found your cryogenic sleep capsule and thought you might earn him some points in what amounts to a political garage sale. So a trade happens, and you end up bright eyed and busy tailed in New York, circa March 2010. There's a bit of debate over which side got the better part of the deal, but I'd like to think we did. That, however, depends entirely on you, Private James Barnes of the 107th."
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[personal profile] soldier_on 2012-02-11 05:05 am (UTC)(link)
Bucky usually knew when to back down, but that didn't help him much when he realized it should have been a few minutes ago. "Sir." He replied curtly.

It seemed like there wasn't a whole lot Fury didn't know about, but the answers he got didn't leave him feeling any more grounded. Someone guy in Russia had thrown him in a freezer and forgotten about him until now, and that was it.

He'd been lucky. As hard as that idea was to swallow, it didn't make it any less true considering the alternatives were being blacked out in a sleep capsule, dead, or... useful. And he'd seen enough of Hydra bases to know how definitions of that last one could vary. So he was lucky. He just had to keep telling himself that.

The tension drained out of him slowly, leaving him tired, numb all over. He dropped his gaze, but there wasn't really anywhere to look except Fury's coat, so he met the man's eye as best he could. "I suppose it does," He offered. "Either way, no refunds, right?"

Because he sure as hell didn't know what he was supposed to do with this, but he'd rather not be in Russia again either.

"You know I'm just a soldier. Why'd you do all of this?" It was honest curiosity. Weary, but honest. It went without saying that there was no shortage of other options, most of which didn't need to be defrosted first.
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[personal profile] nick_fury 2012-02-18 06:36 am (UTC)(link)
"No refunds." Fury could see the earlier resistance ebbing away as the man got his answers, which was the best he could ask for. Even as he confirmed Barnes' assertion verbally, Fury knew the number of questions that followed would be limited. For now, that was exactly what the Director wanted, and one of the more valuable aspects of Bucky being "just a soldier." Soldiers accepted what they were told.

"Seventy years ago, you were just a soldier hand picked by Captain America himself for some of the most dangerous missions the man faced. That team turned the tide of the European theater, not to mention the entire war. You were part of a small, elite force that helped save the world. You even risked your life--almost lost it, in fact. A normal guy whose friends call him Bucky. Just a soldier, like you said.

"And that's why I want you, today." Fury smiled again, grinning wide in a way that made him look like a kid ready to burst with some good news. "You still see yourself like that, after everything you've done. That tells me that for you, it wasn't about fame or glory. It was about doing what was right, and people still need that. Even with how much of the world has changed, the world still needs it. Maybe even more now than it did back then. You're capable, you're dedicated, and you have the spirit to help protect your country, and your world."

He stepped back, turned away from Bucky and Clint with a hand on his hip. A moment later, Fury raised a hand, a single finger raised as if he suddenly remembered something.

"Oh, right. You're also a living legend. Not that you see it that way, but you've inspired a lot of people over the past seventy years. That benefits SHIELD more than it does you, but I thought I'd mention it. Anyway, it's up to you how that legend goes on, now that you've gotten a chance to keep it going."
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[personal profile] soldier_on 2012-02-19 04:36 am (UTC)(link)
It sounded like a spiel right out of one of Steve's movies, honestly. He'd never thought of it like that, not while he was in the thick of it. What else could he have said? No, Steve, I'm not gonna watch your back? I'm not gonna fight the war I came out here to end?

But it gave him something, that they'd made a difference in the end. Most of the time Captain America's Howling Commandos felt like a bunch of lunatics in the woods with a real keen appreciation for explosives and more Hydra bases ahead of them than there were single dames in New York.

"Huh. Layin it on a little thick there, sir." Living legend, Christ. How did Steve put up with this stuff? Somehow he didn't think he could pull off the blushing I'm just a kid from Brooklyn shtick - though that was all he was, really, more so than Captain America. It made sense though, and that was what he'd been asking for. A good reason.

"I dunno about legends. Steve's the one with the outfit. He's - he was good at inspiring people, long as I've known him. I'm not like that. And I'm not being modest here, I'm not. You want a legend, go find him, and call me when you do because he always needs someone to drag his stupid ass home." Bucky rubbed at his eyes with the heel of his palm wondering how someone who slept for seventy years could feel so damn worn out.

"If the country needs a soldier or a sharpshooter, fine, I signed up for that a long time ago. But this legend stuff..." He shook his head. "That started and ended with Steve. I don't look good in tights."
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[personal profile] nick_fury 2012-03-04 05:04 pm (UTC)(link)
Fury laughed then, a hearty sound some agents might doubt him capable of making. Too bad he wasn't so inclined to share the full extent of the joke at that particular moment. Instead he turned his gaze toward Bucky again, measuring the man up with his single eye. It was clear that the man meant every single word, and Fury couldn't have asked for a better reply.

"True or not, that's how you're going to be seen. You might want to get used to the idea, since just giving out your name is going to earn you a few looks from the resident history buffs." He took a step closer, letting his voice lower as if he were about to let Bucky in on some global level secret. "But I personally don't give a damn if you want to wear shiny tights, an over-embelished cape, or your underwear on your head. It doesn't take a fancy outfit to finish a mission, or to be a hero. Doesn't even take superpowers. You can ask Agent Barton here if you doubt me. We've got plenty of regular human beings under our roof, and they make a difference.

"And it sounds like you just agreed to be one of them." Fury held his right hand out at chest level, offering it to Barnes. "If that's right, then I'd like to officially welcome you aboard."
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[personal profile] soldier_on 2012-03-09 12:40 am (UTC)(link)
Well, at least Fury was enjoying himself, though Bucky would have liked to know what he found so hilarious. He didn't think he'd ever get used to any of this. Not the changes in New York or his own... reputation, but it didn't matter much whether he thought he could get used to it or not. He just had to find a way. Keep moving.

After all, some things hadn't changed: there were still bullies, and people who needed help. That, at least, he knew how to deal with. Besides, his credentials were a little outdated for anything else.

"Alright." He glanced at Fury's hand, exhaled slowly, and reached out to grasp it in his own. "Alright, just... give me some time."
nick_fury: (oh now that's cute)

[personal profile] nick_fury 2012-03-12 06:14 pm (UTC)(link)
"So I should cancel that helicopter I have waiting on the roof?" Of course Fury was enjoying himself. Things were going his way, and that made today full of sunshine and rainbows so far as the Director was concerned. Dealing with global crises on a day to day basis gave a man perspective, helped him appreciate a job well done.

Fury's handshake was firm, as one would expect, given his position. With his free hand he clapped Bucky on the shoulder, flashing him that winning grin. "Don't worry. You'll have plenty of time to learn the ropes. And I don't suppose you'd mind being officially in charge of that, Agent Barton?"

No Clint, Fury hadn't forgotten your presence. He looked back at the senior agent. "Since you've already established a rapport, it seems like a good idea to me. Just don't let Barnes here talk you into any more compromising situations."
soldier_on: (see you around)

[personal profile] soldier_on 2012-03-14 02:12 am (UTC)(link)
"Unless it's taking me to the nearest pancake house, yeah."

Bucky met the director's firm grip with his own. When he committed to something, he didn't do it halfway, and having Clint show him the ropes wasn't exactly a bad prospect. He didn't glance over at Clint's reply, but it was tempting. He could already tell he and trouble were old friends.

Bucky made no additional promises, just nodded once and hoped that Clint didn't mind getting roped into babysitting duty too much.
nick_fury: (please try)

[personal profile] nick_fury 2012-04-02 10:18 pm (UTC)(link)
"Too bad. Though if you're hungry, the breakfast in the cafeteria gets good reviews." Usually from Agents who had crashed at their desks sometime before dawn, and would eat anything so long as it came with a cup of coffee. But Fury left that part out in favor of emphasizing the silent limitation he'd just placed on Barnes: you're going back inside the building. Even though it was temporary, Fury couldn't risk Barnes getting overwhelmed.

"And now you've seen Clint's next bad habit: thinking he'll get away with lying to the Director's face." Though Fury knew Clint meant well, he hadn't been born yesterday. "Just know that if you keep it up, I'm taking Coulson's medical bills out of your salary.

"Speaking of, I think the man might appreciate a little face-to-face of his own. But feel free to get something to eat first. I'll place a call so they'll make you waffles despite it being mid-afternoon."